Wednesday, May 18, 2011

my life doesn't like teenagers life!

hurm.. ok.. got a bit sad here... ok.. mak aku xtauk phl.. nya mula bencik aku n aku really xtauk menauk phl? gara2 aku xmk berlagu n nya dh berjnji ngn org??? btw any misunderstanding tlg rujuk ngn Dady if u don't want to talk to me... i know my mistake but but please forgive me... y it's soo hard?? am i not ur child..?? hurm,,, n jgn mudh pk mcm2 n pelik2 k??? btw there's no one mok larang aku berlagu... p tok decision aku... xda knk mnegenak ngn sapa2.. ok??? my lige gettin worsttttttt!!!! F*#k!
huh!! ada ka trg pnh rasa pa ku rasa??? aku rasa trg bertuah xda mslh mcm aku.. aku msh d kongkong mak bapak... even dah 19TAUN beb.. :( tlg la.. aku dh da kerja... bila2 jak bole kawen... jodoh bila2 jak.. please la... budak nok umur 12@13 kadang dah kawen ni kan aku tok... len la mun jodoh lom masok2 gik.. hurm.. huhr...:( ssh bh ari2 mk sedih2.. xphm ku.. where's my HAPPY FAMILY????dolok mun aku da mslh... nenek(dah ninggal masa bday aku) aku la yg salu ubat hati aku yg luka parah.. nktk?? aku cuma dapat ziarah kuburnya jak mun aku da mslh..  it's like i don't know who's my family anymore... y is everybody always carik mistake aku???? asal marah lempar kat aku asal marah lempar kat aku... aku lelah2 balit kerja kira mok mkn.. p xda org msk.. arap org d rumh semua tgn kaki xbergerak mcm mati seluruh bdn jak... there's nobody cares about me... except zamri.. he the only one who understand me... :( i'm so lucky .. when i need somebody he always beside me.. :( zam i really love u. no matter how hard we have to face any problem... i hope that we still together syg... :) i'm so happy dat u always make me smile like there's no problem in my head... sometimes,aku da juak rasa mok going somewhere with my zamri... so dat no other people can disturb us.. but .. i really don't know how to solve this problem.. btw.. sayang.. mek cam da plan baru bh.. he.... later i tell u.. mwah!! kla.. sampey ctok jak k?? serabut dh otak ku... aku syg zamri.. syg gilak2.. nya la penyeri hidup aku...k.. bye.